It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on and too in love to let go.

Best way to not get your heart broken is,pretend you don't have one.

2011-11-08T12:26:00.002+08:00

Hey peopleee! ^_^

Have been heading out with my girls recentlyyy! ^_^

Hehe,havingggg class BBQ on this coming thursday,ikr!
Can't wait .. <3
But this GINA ANG not going -_-
Confirm damn sian oneeee. But well,nvm. ^_^

Damn stupid right,the photo above.
Well,HOLIDAY STARTED ALRRRR! *CLAPCLAPCLAP*
Oh yes,gonna meet up with sandy,charmaine,madeline & my xingan soon !
For an outing ! ^_^

HEHEHEE,ALRIGHT,I LOVE KIMMYUNGSOO.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Promises are just broken words.

2011-09-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

Adorable rightttt,INFINITE <3.
Hi people,it's midnight now,
I know,I should be hitting the hay now..but I can't sleep. D:
Well,idk why though.
Ear hurting badly tooo,suaysuay,ikr >_<

Listening to INFINITE songs nowwwww,like a shiok.
Hopefully it will rain ayeeee,these few days didnt rain. D:
I am upset by that.
YES UPSET.
Awwwwww,just some random post in the middle of the nightttt.
Goodnight ppl. (^o^)

Heaven don't want me and Hell's afraid I will take over.

2011-09-07T16:02:00.002+08:00

Hi people!
Hehe,Addicted to infinite ! <3
Aigoo,they are all sho adorableeeeee kae<3
Hehe! Okayyy all of them areeeeeeee veryyyy cuteee kae!
I super love Dongwoo smile as they are always contagious & he is smiling at all times <3

Now,now,shall show you MY INFINITE BIAS <3
okay it's L/Kim Myungsoo <3

Ikr,he smurffffing cute & adorable. Andand,he's voice is well,unique <3
Well,he got some-sort of animated voiceeeeee,NATURAL 1 ley,mai siaosiao!
Oh yes & I can't wait for U-KISS NEVERLAND COMEBACK STAGE!
Goodday & goodbyeeee <3 .

You talk it. We live it. You're jealous. Admit it.

2011-09-03T12:25:00.005+08:00

Hey people~ On thursday was teacher day celebration right? :D

Oh well,its kinda late but HAPPY TEACHER DAY!
School was okay,aces day dance YMCA & BOOM BOOM POW.

LOL,teacher day class party quite fun.
Hehe,went down to find Ms jianggggg!
Than headed back to class,lol,i lose a game during blow wind blow,than i was make to sing a song.
Guess whut i sing?
HOT SUMMER by (fx)
Aftermath,concert ,texted xingan and met her outside sch <3

Well,stayed in pri sch.
Chatted with xingan,maine & haziqah.
Hehe ,awesome righttt.
Headed home with xingan to bathe and prepared as
Sandy & hearts gonna be lateeeee~

Headed to Clarke quayyy~

Had fun around clarke quayyy~
Bought stickys & all of us sharedddd ! Super niceeeeeee.

(Me & xingan @ SG river)

Headed homeeeee @ 7 or 8 and reached home at 9? O:
Heheehes,nth much byeeee.

I am always battling with my emotional monsters.

2011-08-29T11:45:00.005+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeee

Have been studying recently with mokkk & zhiying.

Hehe,i changed my blogskin. :$

Shit happends.

2011-08-19T15:05:00.004+08:00

Hello people!
Been MIA-ing because nothing much happened...so yeah.
Have been mugging like a nerd recently because yesterday have 4 tests in a day.
Different subjects somemore -_-

So yeah,
had been hanging out with clique and having remedials.
Super tiring,I swear.

I hate people who ignores me,FUCK U.Next time when I ignore you,
You should know why.

"I hate that I love,I can't let you go."

I realized that sometimes, I turn into a psychotic lying manipulative bitch without fully knowing it. Sorry.

2011-08-09T18:53:00.003+08:00

Firstly.......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

" I like to pretend everything’s all right, because when everyone else believes that you’re fine, you forget for a while that you’re not."

Hello people !
Trying to update my blog often if there's something awesome happened <3
Yup,attended sch yesterday!
Met qinaide early in the morning and head to met up with myyyyyy dearest girl alia !
After awhile headed to school,for last rehearsal before performance.
Well,fight occurs and everyone falling apart.

Well,everyone were pissed off as we were all bring to a room.
A STUFFY AND WARM ROOM.
Every of us,showed attitudes etc.
But well,in the end,we make up <3
I was kinda relief by that,as terrible thoughts of going stage with our face black like..........whutever you gonna think of.
Geez,but the performance......gosh,I kinda did SOLO as some of their voices is too soft.
I SING TILL MAD LOUD LORH.
Super embarassing .

The hall was filled with my voice.
Xiasuayyyy . D:
Wlaaaaaauuuu,well we get consolation prize and 2N2 win,well their performance was adorable,super cute !
Well,though we didn't win,it was kinda fun through all those rehearsals and etc.
I DIDNT GET TO WATCH THE LION DANCE & ELDDS SKIT D:
Disappointed !!!
Well,Today,nothing much really happened .
Got a nap while watching MNET as my head really hurts badly.
Geez.

Will update often(if i am not lazy :P)
Hehs,heading out tml I think.
Gonna go kallang for ice skating!
Catch me there <3333 .
Goodbye!
Do click on my nuffnang advertistment if you see it!
Do tag,to keep my blog alive !

Sucha a fool .

2011-08-07T19:26:00.004+08:00

Months ago,I was like..

But now...I guess,I got over you.
Indeed,I doubt that it's a "TOTALLY-OVER-YOU" thing.
I guess,there's still this little bit of feeling ?
Well,I didn't regret loving/liking you through this few months though.
Well,your presence in school,indeed had manage to motivate me to go to school,not skiping school already.
Just by going to school,to see you or hang out with you,seeing you joke around,was the most awesome feeling I ever had.
But as time goes by,now,we rarely even talk.
You could say feeling faded..
But I still can't give up on you just like that.
Because,when I feel like giving up,I remember why the reason I held on for so long.

"FUCK LOVE."

Don't tell me it's a dream.

2011-08-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hello people.
Long time,since I did a post on my blog . D:
Sorry yeah. Have been going to karoke with bbgs.

Zhiying & mml !
Zhiyingggggg sho adorableee kae <3333

Fail shot . x_x

Me & Gina . :D

Basically,I have been busy with rehearsals for tml performance.
Geeez,seriously I don't feel like going . O:
I'm sho nervous kae! D:
During rehearsals have fun with yogi,zura,mml,alia & fareena and etc.
But seriously,I aint ready for it D:

Gosh,hopefully things will go well tml kae?
Pleaseplease do pray for me alrightttt! D:
Ltr I on stage,scare till peee howwwwwww?
HOW HOW HOW?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay,i don't think so much should be alrightttt .
Bye.

Hole in my heart.

2011-07-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE.
SHALL UPDATE MY BLOG TML OR IN A FEW DAYS.

So sick of all your lies.

2011-07-06T15:16:00.004+08:00

I love taking photos with my besties. <3 fun .

This is superrrr sweeet lah D:
Hehehehe,cuteeeeee couple :B

My 2pm hotttieeee okae <333333 JUNHO :B
Fuckingggg love him and his voice.like a sho cuteeeeeeee :B

Well on last sunday,huiting came over and we have lots of fun :b

LOL ,SHE WAS TEXTING AND I TOOK PHOTO :B
OKAY NTH MUCH BYE.

I'm so sick of all the girls by your side.

2011-06-24T14:32:00.002+08:00

Okay , had father days celebration on 19 june with cousins .
OKAY NTH MUCH.

Urgh , school reopening soon , wtf.
I havent do my hmwk . GG.com alr .
Siao liao.
T_T
Any kind souls wants to help me complete my hmwk ?
I srsly fuck up with all these shit .

"Adderall & Redbull"

Sometimes you have to eat the truth and be realistic.

2011-06-15T17:08:00.004+08:00

Well , let's start my day on June 13 :D

Okay well,Basically our routine is
JP>Safra Kbox(4hr; 11am-2pm)>Somerset>Orchard>FEP>Home :D
Let the picture do the talkings :D

YAY COCKEYE,COCKFACE :B LOOK LIKE FISH.

THE END.
4 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY .
GEEZ.
GOODBYE.

You don't marry someone you can live with , you marry the person who you cannot live without.

2011-06-09T13:55:00.002+08:00

Sup peoples.
Getting real lazy to update my blog D: .
Okael ah , keep maple this few days and i got panda eyes <3
oh yes , did manicure my sissy tan & meiling a few days ago .
Fucking love my nails ! :D
OKAY BYE. NOTHING MUCH ALR.

Sho sweeeeeeeeeet <3 . :B

Let go of those who bring you down and surround yourself with those who bring out the best in you.

2011-06-03T20:28:00.003+08:00

"As our hearts are beating as one,you are everything I wanted for myself."

It's amazing how people change overnight.

2011-06-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

Bored hurs .
Urgh i wanna cut my fringe , but it wasnt long enought -.-
Super short . pcb , sot si wo .

Belli belli cute right ! :$ I love babies <3333333
Even though their cries are reli annoying at some times :$$$$$
Yeah , i fugging miss my twinney,xingan & many moreeee .
Wanna met them belli belli soon ! :D
BYE!

If you believe in tomorrow and put yourself out there, you can naturally obtain your strength. That’s how you’ll be able to smile and live strong.

2011-06-01T14:39:00.009+08:00

Hey lovely-s ! :DDDD

Basically i headed out duringgggg Sunday with dearest xingan and caught a movie :DDDD
Well , i will let picture do the talking as I have nothing much to say , but yes . It was a fun day.
I miss this damn girl super lots , like it been x1234567899854785112365 years since I saw her .
And we hang out :D <3 Fugging love her , gonna pass her be-lated birthday present to her soon :D

"How I wish I could stop these overflowing feelings ."

"I am sad. ):"

People aren't afraid of saying "I love you" . They are afraid of hearing the response.

2011-05-30T23:50:00.002+08:00

"FUCK THE PAIN I FELT IN MY HEART."

I hate goodbyes.

2011-05-29T18:40:00.003+08:00

Sup people, :D
Didnt attend sch on friday :B
hehes .
Meet twinney <3333.
Had breakfast/lunch at jp <333333 hungry like hella tat day :B

After awhile headed to Vivo for movieeeee. :DDDD

Yes , Kungfu panda 2
Super cuteee lo the "PO" th pandaaa :BBBBB
LOL , rate it : 5/5 . Awesome + funnnyyyy :DDD
Idk why but i super guailan that day .
oh yes, i saw mr song,my sch dm with his daughter . LOL i keep whistle at them and he look bck.
LOLOLOL , HE FAST RUN , WTF I CNT CHASE HIM . );
Okayyy , than today headed out with sissytan to do my hair . :B
Super flat nao and my fringe super cui. -.-
OKAY BYE.

"Boy, iloveyou."

I'm leaving because you never ask me to stay.

2011-05-27T10:41:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps, didn't attend school today . :$$$
OKAY, i have nothing much to say .
Heading out soon ;)
Byeeee :D

I am not a bitch , I am the bitch , but to you , I am ms bitch .

2011-05-25T16:46:00.005+08:00

Hi peeps.
Got back my reportbook alr. Deproved ALOT , I MEAN LIKE SRSLY BELLI VELLI MUCH SIA.
-.- Shaggggg x1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
Well , hee , you know what ? Xiaoying,me,mifzal and azfar position is like by on-going.
Xiaoying 21 , I 22 , Mifzal 23 , Azfar 24.
LOL MUCH. Guess what , we study tgt during MYE thats why . HAHAHHA OKAY.

Awwwwwww , clique going camp tml , sadddd );
They kept scolding us why me and xy nvr go . LOL much.

Cute sia :B

"Please text me , will you ? );"

Oh , I just got mindfucked.

2011-05-24T18:28:00.002+08:00

The worst thing isn't missing someone. It's missing who you thought they were.

2011-05-23T15:07:00.004+08:00

Heyyo ~

Came back from sch juz nao ;)
Srsly , i super tired of sch and i can't wait till holiday :>
hehe .
Basically i headed out with twinney on last saturday ;)
Okae , basically we headed out to bowling with her and yzh , actually , got azfar,syah,mifzal and iqbal , but cant seem to contact them );
So yea, let pictures do the talking .

"Power zhezhonggggggg."

Fugging love my hair for that day ;)

Power right yzh!!! :$

LOL LIKE FUCKTARD . :X
Okay than nappie came over my hse yesterday and had dinner with me & my family ;)
She headed home at 10pm? :D

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happened but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you wanted.

2011-05-19T19:26:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps , got back my results already .
Recently keep hanging out with my dearest clique .
Bowling duringgggggggg monday with twinney . super fun okay :DDDDD
My results are so disappointing . ); Well , basically i failed two subject;MATHS & SCIENCE.
Wtf , my science failed by 1 marks only , this type also got .... ); aku sho sadddddddddddd.

"How i wish you are the guy , i am the girl"

"I wish you feel the same as me .Have you ever think of me ? I doubt so , forget it . It's a waste of time,maybe I should just move on and forget about all this things . Should I ? It hurts badly , deeply . I don't know what to do anymore .Loving is so hard , I shouldn't have done it. But I don't regret loving you,fighting for your love , but I am just too tired for all this drama."

Sometimes you get to the point where all you can say is I'm done trying.

2011-05-14T13:42:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps.
Yesterday last paper & oral.
LOL , my oral sucks okay .
i didnt fugging know what to say sia.
:<
Nervous till i want pee peee.
After my oral , head down to wait for syah & co .
LOL , syah & co. have to go for friday prayer , so head home with syah and co. :>
Than they went off to prayers.
So prepared and etc.
Met my dearest twinney at my building ,LOL .
Actually meeting them at fork n spoon in the end no :X
So head to makan 1st,than met iqbal near Lakeside pri .
Than waited for Azfar & Syah at the playground :>

LOL, they fool around we laugh like mad sia.
Srsly . LOL.
After that headed to super bowl , bowling (Y)
Super fun , me and syah keep curse azfar got gutter.
LOL everytime we curse,he gutter :bbbbbbb
Hehes, twinney,syah and me laugh like crazy when he guter . :b
Super fun sia .
Throw all our socks into azfar bag , LOL. he dont want let us deh . :b
Too badddddddd !!! :B
Okay , bye .

I never asked to be everything to someone, but at least i want to be something to someone.

2011-05-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, long time didnt post alr!!!! :$
Sorrry hurs .
OKAY.
Mid-year exam nowwwww , studying like nerds .
But i know that i cant pass! );
wtf , cry .
Have been hanging out with Syah and co . !
Fun hurs !

Aha , today went to jp with azfar and co .
Super fun hur.
Tired sia , going toh after i finish posting .
AHAHAHAHAHA, i juz finish . BYE.

Never underestimate the power of a hug. It can ease someone's pain in less than a second.

2011-05-02T16:54:00.003+08:00

HI PEEPS.
Shall post about saturday & sunday , as nothing much today :>
Well , saturday , text with twinnneyyy ^o^
At nigh/evening , went to dinner with her.
Had tons of h2h chats .
Joke around and accompany her to wait for cab , and HSH at 8pm+ :>
On sunday ,
prepared and etc during 4pm .
met my nappie @ my hse than off to mrt at 5pm :>
Headed off to bugis , well walk around of course.
Headed to bugis street to walk around and find connect rings .
Well :< Got find is got lo . but all so expensive . -.-
Than headed to illuma for slack .
Walk here and there .
But nth much .
So decided to have dinner at Bugis Junction .
Yes , we settle our dinner at bugis junction . Awesome bodoh .
OKAY LAH,we had some korean street food .
Damnnnn niceeee zhezhong .
You all should head to the basement to get some of these awesome food .
It is not the dong dae mun or something one . Is got 2pm poster thingyyy one . :>
I recommand the spicy rice cake , potato croquette,bibimbap(sushi) & fried seaweed glass noodle . :>
I SUPER LOVE THE SPICY RICE CAKE , SWEET AND SPICY.
Woots , craving for some nowwwww . *drooolings.*
OKAY next , after dinner , had ice cream! :D
I ate macha ice cream which is green tea one .
And huiting ate the coffe chip one :>
Yumm .
After that i bought a 1-year contact lenses which knock me off my wallet $32 . :$
Zomg.

The girl/lady was quite nice :>
She help me open the two bottles of contacts and gave me the case for free .
Hehes , she let me put it on at her store.
So yup , i did too .
Okay , we headed to cityhall next .
PENINSULA.
Plan to look out if got anything but it seems that by the time we reach around 8pm+ going 9 .
All the shops are closed downnn ,sad much .
But we still head around to see . :>
Aftermath , headed to clarke quay ! :D
Enjoy the wind there and camwhoreeee!
Reached home at 12am sharp . LI HAI LEY .
ENJOY THE PHOTOS BELOW . BYE.

Sometimes we waste too much time to think about someone who doesn't even think about us for a second.

2011-04-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps.
Bad day for me .
Urgh , not gonna elaborate . -.-
Had nap till 7pm just nao .

BED HAIR. CUTE BOH?! XD . JOKE .
Okay , on wednesday i didn't attend sch . so ya . bye .

Good girls are just bad girls who don’t get caught.

2011-04-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

"You have no idea , how hard it is to force myself to forget thinking about you sometimes."
Supsup .
Time check : 12.06am .
Urgh , tired much . Moodswing too.
Geez, didn't head out to anywhere today . Shagg much . :<
Ewww , i wanna go out but a lot people busy .
:/
Geeeeeez .
Shall head to sleep soon . LOL , i have been facing the comp for 24hr alr .
"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone,that the only next possible step to do is to stop.Leave them alone.Walk away . It's not like you're giving up , and shouldn't try.It's just that you have to draw the line of determination to desperation.What is truly yours , will eventually be yours,and what is not,no matter how hard you try,will never be."

P/s : I want to forget you.

Time for payback , bitch .

2011-04-23T13:08:00.002+08:00

Supp people .
Making effort to blogggg .LOL.
Retard much right .
Mugging on my maths nao :/
My maths is PATHETIC . Urgh , thinking of it make me feel sho @#$%^&%#@!@#$%.
Okay shuddup .
Well , i fucking got the urge to go out nao , tsk . Sadddddd much much!
Well..
Recently , i started to ....
YUP ! I AM NOT SCARED ! I do things i want now ! :D I am not scared of people judging me , I become more like myself . I do things I wanted,not other people wanted. Well , I hope I won't regret these stuffs . Well , it's a new beginning for me ! :D God bless me alright ! :D
MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!

Trust is like a virginity. Once you're fucked, you can never get it back.

2011-04-17T13:22:00.008+08:00

HI.
I am lazy to update my blog .
Last week went out ALOT and had tons of fun with bbgs
OKAY , shall do something interestingggg shall i ? :D
Here it goes ,

1ST , FACTS ABOUT ME.
1 . I am crazy :$
2 . I am vulgar in sense of words .
eg . ( "If i have a dick , I would put it in your mouth so you can shut the fuck up" , "Grow a dick and go fuck the wall." & etc)
3 . I am kinda horny ? o.o as people say ,well idk .
4 . I have a cute little nick name call : Kukuelephant .
5 .People call me kukubird,kukujiao,tingting ah ! :>
6 . I love elephants .
7 . I love lollipops <3 .
8 . I got awesome friends . (Jealous anot ?! XD)
9 . I hate backstabbers,betrayers,hypocrites,liars.
10 . I LOVE MYSELF .

2ND FACT , MY HAIR !
1 . Basically I rebond and straighten my hair.
2 . I once have short (Really short) hair.
3 . I love to have long hair :>
4 . I once cutted bangs.
5 . I layered my hair .
6 . I have spikes before .
7 . My natural hair is curly and wavy .
8 . I dyed my hair .
9 . My hair is spoiled.
10 . There's brownish/orange color around my fringe and feelers.

3RD FACTS , PIERCINGS .
1.I have ear piercings.
2 . I adore them.
3 . I wanted moreee .
4 . I thinkkk septum piercing is cuteeee & unique .
5 . I am allowed to have only ear piercings .

4th FACT , FRIENDS/SOCIAL.
1. I have a couple of close friends.
2 . I drifted with my bestfriends.
3 . I have trusthworthy friends.
4 . I have awesome friends.
5 . I have haters.

5TH FACT , LOVE.
1 . I am having A CRUSH ON ______.
2 . I heart broke before.
3 . I once crush on my bestfriend (guy) .